my blog is not EXACTLY a blog..
more like a public shoutout box.
watched transformers today:) which was really good in fact. like they said about those who dun read transformers and finding it cool. i fall into that category. the way bumblebee used songs to express his emotions since he couldnt talk was just pretty awesome yeah. and yeah. it was the fitting day to end a week such as this. IPPT and all manner of driving lessons. ending with a torturous but yet happy-to-finish 16km run and a movie to end it all. and so it seems.
cant help but think about funny stuff at times i guess. about expectations. what ppl think you want and what you want, and yeah. why we do certain things. for an ulterior motive? or are we just being nice. hurh.
im just placing myself in a position of doubt here. doubting my true intentions, which kinda left me clueless at this present moment in time. wondering HOW possible is it for us to remain altruistic. being able to forfeit personal gain for. others. the most powerful and arguably the most difficult commandment to follow would be to 'love thy neighbour as yourself'. we may not admit it, but we are often guilty of doing incredibly selfish and stupid things for our own benefit. though we at times DO take into consideration the consequences it has on others, its not REALLY as important isnt it. 'self-protection' is a valid excuse at times, though most often i find it a rather lame one.
worse of all. when you think you're trying to protect others from getting hurt.
when actually you're doing all the hurting by not doing what's right.
what's right hurts. A LOT OF THE TIME.
kick in the shins as required. better then being tapped there for a bit. den kicked down there, beyond the point of no return.
its harder than it sounds. MUCH harder.
we're all learning.
2 Comments:
Optimus Prime's axe was the ownage
hi bro. i know what you mean, like your intentions are good but what comes out is bad. keep persevering bro, even when you feel discouraged. Jesus calls us to put others first. and we will suffer for it, but not in vain yup. =) stay strong!
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